Sad Umbriate

LET ME GO…FORLORN

CHILD OF FEAR

What deity--a child of fear
whose mien is cluttered under a tear?

When he laughs it rains remorse
tulip tree blossoms scatter in the wind.

He pulls a cart down the road. His sister is seated on its rusty frame. He passes the neighboring cottages blindly, dragging the thing as if it were a gunnysack of regret. 

He leaves his sister 
   stretched out 
      under the shade of a maple and sets 
         out to recall the agony of a summer breeze.
CONFUSION

Too much he’s been little
conscious and so sad
was he that like me 
presently I don’t think.

Poor lily he was
so near to me was she
gives feeling of sorrow
shall I ever know?

Waves and waves
confusion like ocean
big and so I sing
small songs of joy
make noise at things
loved by me yet dead.

Relentless was she and he
too and for a pleasure
more a pittance and foolishly
absolutely free
am I ‘cept don’t
want to be.
IN MY SOUL

Meaning stumbles
On a thin child’s legs 
Back and forth teetering
Over an eternity of dismay 
Lapping at the bottoms of
My feet weary 
My future so
Delicate the burn
A MINOR SYMBOL

Lying in the sun
his unhealthy flesh
enjoys a wide view--
symbol of civilization's embryo
the native language of misery 
disguised as words.
I HAVE BEEN TOLD

I have been told 
my intellectual footprint
is minimally invasive
and as carbon free
as a tea leaf
dipped in tar.

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